lost in compromise

It's been about 6 months since I'm back to Japan against my will
and I've set up my studio and work alone.
but I've been completely stuck for a while 
and I don't know what to do anymore...
I had enjoyed to feel and see 
how much my throwing skill was developing quickly
and getting new knowledge of ceramics. 
but one day, all of sudden I realised that
 'I'm not enjoying what I'm doing...' 

I started thinking and making something sellable 
rather than what I want to make, something make me 'ME'.
 Of course I need to make something sellable to make a living
but it completely put me into a corner and took my creativity away from me.
I've been lost... 


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